well since your not gonna have the care to ask for my side, Ill tell you. Dalk and I became very good friends and on the 9th of last month he told me that he had feelings for me, we would always tell each other I love you and be genuinely close and care for one another I of course never asked for anything sexual that would be stupid but he would tell me things like at night he would dream about me, that in a few years when we meetup itll be the best day of his life, I felt the same I wanted nothing more than to be his rock, the one who defends, inspires, protects, cares, supports and loves him, I would often lay in bed and just hope it would be something one day, he knew this. he then started dating antenna and lied to me and they know how bad it hurt me, I quit eating, drinking, I would only sleep for like 2 hours and then wake up in a full panic attack, I had to go to the ER to get fluid because I dehydrated myself, dalk and I were both EQUALLY AS HURT, the other day I actually had a knife and was brushing it up and down my arm.
flash forward cat and him became close, cat knew from the beginning exactly how I felt and exactly how hurt dalk is and promised he only loved dalk as a friend, how he only wanted to see him better and how he wanted to see dalk and I together one day, cat and dalk both knew they would hurt me just as bad as dalk and antenna did and chose to do so anyways.
none of this is my fault and it is quite disgusting my best friend would treat me this way
